Sheila ... defined me as that.
But ... you see ... playing roles on the stage of life ... is not really ... optional.
All sorts of ... roles.
And ... we are all equals.
The only difference between us being ... the way we play those roles.
I am not different than the others.
No...
I am actually ... like any of you.
Maybe the only difference is that i start to find lots of tricks ... to avoid playing those roles.
Cause i had enough.
I don't want anymore.
Somehow ... i've even created a very long list with the things i don't want to do ... anymore.
i call it ... "Not to do list".
And ... i try to respect that.
i try ... but ...
Yes ... i fail ... many, many times.
Still ... allowing or forcing myself to go on the stage of life ... and play the roles.
Even if that ... eats all my energy.
Today ... i believe all i want ... is freedom ... but the concept itself is so abstract ... that i don't clearly understand it.
And still ... i chase for it.
Being disconnected from all ... refusing to be anchored for real to anything ...
My life continues.
I try to not forget this ... "Not to do list" ... and ...
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